Saturday, September 13, 2008

Sabbatical and US slowdown


Boredom finally seems to have caught up with me BIG time. After having successfully evaded writing on my blog for nearly two months I am back again. I attribute this (hopefully) successful return to my future employer, Tata Consultancy Services (TCS). They have been rather kind in allowing me a full 3 month sabbatical from my yet to be started professional career after completing my engineering. The long wait for my induction into the company is starting to take a rather tragic turn by each passing day. They have not only succeeded in keeping us off their pay rolls for a good amount of time but also reinstated our faith in the fact as to how vulnerable we are. In these dirty times of the economic slowdown, nobody wants to risk joining a company which may fire you after some time or may just go bust. It is always better to be safe than sorry. But then I believe at the end of the day it only depends on your appetite for the amount of risk you are willing to take. No matter which company you decide to join or work for, you can never afford to sit on your bum and relax.

The pink-slip season for most of the companies has already started. There has been plenty of news of tech companies ranging from Wipro who recently showed the door to 1000 employees to Satyam which fired 400 employees. Though it is termed as a “routine annual exercise” by most of these companies, the fact that the US slowdown seems to be hitting these companies hard cannot be denied. I believe every industry seems to have its share of ups and downs but it does not seem to be a particularly pleasant period, for thousands of individuals like me who are waiting to join their respective companies.

As for me, I am only trying my best to keep my mind off such things and utilizing this period to the best of my abilities i.e. by sleeping, eating and watching movies ;-)

Rest later

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Che Guevara



A typographical Ernesto 'Che' Guevara by Ankit 'God' Dembla. One of the greatest artists I have worked with during my college days. It took him about 18 hours and 936 alphabets of Baskerville Old Face font to get it in place.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Project Group No.10

It seems like ages when we were given our final year project last year in August. With time, the excitement seems to have faded away or should I say that we were not even 2 months into it, when it started to seem more like a burden that we had to get rid off.

With the final project presentation in about 10 days from now, we are still to have a look at a fully functional project ;-) And that reminds me; our software has still not gone through the ritual of name giving or “naam karan sanskaar” (a ritual of name giving performed on a new born in Hindu families). I guess it has to do with the fact that our project has not been able to make it out of the technical womb in the stipulated time. Incidentally, this time also happens to be of approximately 9 months.

I still remember the whole buzz surrounding the allocation of project guides which marked the first official step of the initiation of the final year project. After a lot of critical analysis we were able to shortlist the professors we wanted and were lucky to have got our first choice. This was just the beginning of a rather eventful year as we were to see.

We were happy because we were given the freedom of selecting a topic which we wanted to work upon. But as it soon turned out to be, the task of selection itself was daunting enough, let alone having to start upon it. Whatever domain interested us carried with it the risk of not being able to complete the project within the given time frame. On the other hand, every other project idea seemed a trivial little thing which could be finished off and done with easily (The realization came much later how wrong we were…!)

After googling various project ideas and abundant consultations with friends and seniors (Believe me. We didn’t leave out anyone) we zeroed in on an idea which had been previously worked upon but we were going to do it our own way. We were handed over a yellow card in which we were supposed to track down all the meetings throughout the year with our project guide along with a brief mention of the agenda discussed for each meeting.

Before we move further, let me make this clear to the reader that it always went without saying that any work not involving a scrap of technology was assumed to be assigned to me by default. I need not explain this to you if you are smart enough to understand and just in case if you can’t then it would be sufficient for you to just know that project managers DO NOT code themselves ;-) ;-). They just manage.

As a result of the above, it goes without saying that things like the yellow card, project reports, information gathering( READ: searching the internet with good intentions but more often than not ending up on wiki pages of movies, suicidal attempts and so on) always fell in my domain and therefore became an integral part of my life. While talking to the guide or discussing the project, my mind would always wander and think about as to how project group number 10 can have the maximum lines filled in the yellow card. My project mates and I would often sit and joke around as to how great it would feel to go ask for ANOTHER yellow card. Anyways, that was my work back then, in the initial days.

And just then, before you may want to jump to any conclusions about ours being just another group in the race for filling up their cards (You sure know who I am referring to ;-)) let me tell you there were great minds involved. It was just a matter of time when the dormant minds of great people like the WRIGHT brothers (refers to Shukla and Anshul; two people with the greatest amount of knowledge and expertise I have ever come across in my life. IT IS NOT EXAGGERATED) would let loose and create wonders for us. We were to find this out later.

The topic of Wright Brothers brings me to another joke that Anshul once shared with me. One day he told me, that he has always believed that Shukla’s level of concentration is so high, that if he was to stare into a page of a book for more than 30 seconds, the paper will catch fire. This particular incident brought me childhood memories, of making the sun rays pass through a magnifying glass and concentrating them onto a particular spot on a piece of paper and in the process igniting it. I could so easily imagine Shukla playing the sun god in this very case.
I guess I deviated and went a little too much into the brothers, when I really should be talking about the project but then they deserve this much from me for the admiration I have for them.

The days that followed consumed most of our time in searching around and trying to correctly identify the little pieces of the BIG jigsaw puzzle that lay in front of us. With the passage of time, we soon discovered that this was not really moving forward the way it should. But then again, we were not bothered too much for all the 3 besides me believed that they could do it while I believed that I could make them do it ( Remember the project manager bit ;-)) Before we knew it, the first semester had already ended and soon we got busy with our examinations. At this point, I decided that it was time for me to crack the whip on my people and I ordered (READ: begged) everyone to stay back for 10 days after the exams to do a little project work.

We drew out plans of how we will be tackling our little project vacation that lay ahead of us. The plan was partly drawn out by Anshul and me and read something like this:

Day 1: The Exorcist
Day 2: The Blair Witch Project
Day 3: Project Work and Rosemary’s Baby
Day 4: Project Work and Toons

As you would have figured it by now, the vacation was already given the name of Horror Movie Film Festival and the venue was decided to be Shukla’s place and precious little time of the preparatory leave was being used for searching the best titles from the internet.

Soon, the vacation came and nothing went off to plan as is the case usually. When I say this, I mean both about the movie festival as well as the project. We could only succeed in doing a bit of both. However, we derived two major positives out of staying back in Pune after our exams. These were
We got the opportunity to interact with the people whose project’s extension we were working on. By reviewing the existing project, we got greater motivations to believe that the project is going to be a cakewalk(Imp: No matter how difficult a task is, we are in the habit of making ourselves believe that it is not a big deal, so that we can always postpone it till the end)
I saw the most well directed horror movie of my life till date- “The Blair Witch Project”. Don’t miss out on the word project in it and it is a must watch for everyone out there.

With this we ended part 1 of our project making and packed our bags to go home, oblivious of the task that lay ahead of us in semester 2. But as always, we had full control of our surroundings as far as the project was concerned. We just knew, the time had not come as yet.

To be continued…

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Stillness

Time: 1:46 A.M
Place: Study room at home
State of mind: Feels like time stands still

The trip back home this time seems to be an absolute delight for some reason. I think it has more to do with my WIFI house and me not having to move my lazy ass around to access the internet than anything else. It has been more than 3 days since I have been here but curiously enough, I still, have not switched on the television or read the newspaper. It is possibly very difficult for someone to do so, when you come to think of it, especially with the crap that TV channels throw at you. But I am not missing out on any happenings around the world, thanks to the people, who created the e- paper at “The Times of India”. It pretty much serves my purpose and I am not tortured to listen to the same news which is termed as "BREAKING" every time the news editor feels the urge to do so. I guess my lazing around also has to do with the realization that I am not going to have such leisure time for at least a couple of years once I start working. This transformation phase from college to life at work seems rather perplexing. On one hand, I am enveloped by the excitement of going into the corporate world (it already sounds so good, without having any idea whatsoever, of the consequences) while on the other, the tough choices one has to make from the umpteen alternatives available.
Also, many of us at college can’t wait to see our bank accounts being used, for the very purpose they were created for. I am sure it feels great to draw your first salary. The point is to see, for how long that money would last in the bank.
Well, whatever it may be, I am sure the life ahead is full of surprises for all us. The only hope being, that life at work must not surprise us the way our college did ;-)

Thursday, June 5, 2008

The End, The Beginning

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It’s finally over!!!

Yeah, it has finally come to an end and if only you had been sitting right next to me you would have realized what this means to a soul like me.

39 theory examinations (45 for me), 12 technology labs, 11 term work orals, 1 seminar and soon to be complete 1 project later, I am finally an engineer. As they say, the end of everything good (or bad) marks the beginning of something new. The same goes for this blog of mine. I created this blog a couple of months ago but I choose this day and marked it on the calendar which I thought would mark the end of my days in college and the start of my thoughts and opinions here in the blogging world.

As I look back at my days in college, they haven’t really been that bad. In fact, being in this place really made me aware of how the world around us functions. You would know what I mean if you have lived around in this place for some time ;-) But on a serious note, coming out of the sheltered cocoon of our lives back home did a world of difference to our existence on this planet. With no one to look after us, we had the option or the burden, which ever way you would like to look at it, of choosing our own paths. The paths we would be following in pursuit of our dreams. Dreams that were not good or bad, that did not have right or wrong written on them, and were not termed as fitting or unfitting. They were simply dreams to be followed, and if destiny had it, be fulfilled at some time later in our lives.

Each of the students in the college worked their way to accomplish what they wanted to for themselves. As they leave today, I am sure most of them would look back to find a few of the dreams achieved while a few others still needing their attention and hard work. They would carry these forward with themselves to wherever they go. And this cycle would continue.

As for me, from this moment on I will make an attempt to put the indescribable journey my life is going to take (therefore the name unfathomable) with all the ups and downs, the good and the bad as and when it happens on this blog.

Hopefully this blog will act as my window to the outside world where I can share my opinions and experiences. At the same time, it is intended to help take the burden off from the minds of those, who have to put up with me through my bouts of endless opinions on issues not even affecting them so much as to make them wink an eye ;-)

Sankalp